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Wednesday, August 29, 2007


There is a pOrN virus going around i guess..
Oh wells.
OMG, i just found out.. A flare takes at least two years to master, unless you're a gymnast or born to be a bboy.. zzz. -.-"
And i expected it'd take like 3 or 4 months..
Anyways, school's almost over. Though work isn't. haiya.
Thanks erika for giving me your goggles!
I'm so droppeddead broke. (i wonder if that kinda expression exist..)
Anyways, INTERNET IS COMING SOON!!!! YAY. FINALLY I'LL HAVE MY INTERNET.
And friday will be my time with God till Sunday in Malaysia; and monday will be my time with Tongjit till the next Sunday. Man, i'm so looking forward to next week. XD
Haha, HW's underwear. =P (Sorry! I'm not violating your modesty HW!)
Right. And i'll forgive you;
Just don't piss me off like that again.

~ { 5:36 PM }
reflections of Nabidas;


Saturday, August 25, 2007


Yesterday was dope.
Went to the underpass at around 10pm.. Met Bboy Gregg. Man, he's the dopest bboy i've ever met. And i was really honoured to shake hands with him. He's flares... Elbow air flares.. I've never seen anyone do those before, besides on youtube.. Man. Respect him.
Bboying's a part of my life now. I'm not giving up on it.
Bboy Matt! not like you're gonna read my blog, but thanks for teaching me the correct swipes!
Bboy WenLoong! sorry, but Matt says the swipes you taught me is totally wrong! Sorry!
I love it today. Such a beautiful weather. So much anger, yet so blissful.
And you killed me.
what i have of you,
are f***ing broken hypocritcal letters.
do i know you, now?
Now that you've backstabbed me?
Do i look like i'm f***ing gonna please you?
You ain't f***ing stay in my life.
Just f*** off with your dog.

~ { 12:17 PM }
reflections of Nabidas;


Tuesday, August 21, 2007


Man, i love Physics!
I finally understand everything!
Thank you whoever who helped me!
Today was the best day of the whole term! Cuz i understood EVERYTHING the teachers taught. Man, i wish everyday is like today.
It's so difficult for me to blog nowadays; still no internet... zzzzz. So much homework not done... I'm so dying. But i know i can do it! I BELIEVE IN MYSELF. I CAN DO IT!
And oh, Welcome back KAII!! Nice chocs from Korea! XD
The world hates me;
But that's okay. (:

~ { 4:01 PM }
reflections of Nabidas;


Saturday, August 18, 2007


Stupid blogger. Tried to post pictures but this stupid thing ain't allowing me to. Oh well. Beijing was awesome. And i just as i thought i'd miss my Lil'poppin'sista Kelly, i forgot her; bet she forgot me too.
Life's tiring nowadays. God knows. He pulled me through MI presentation. I was so scared. But he calmed the raging storm inside me. And guess what, Mrs Tan said "Well done, you guys were good". Thank you Lord. You're my God.
And i finally people regard me as a bboy. Bboy-J/Bboy-Jae, that's what they call me. I'm not all that good, but i guess there are some moves and styles i have that can really smoke people.
I miss my family so much. Sometimes, i wonder, "what am i doing here?" And i hear my mum, "You're there to be educated." And God's grace keeps me going. I just can't wait for November to come, where i can go back to my mum, to my dad, to my brother... Just a few more months. Emo songs from Tongjit, Erika and youtube keeps me happy. And coffee, once in a month perhaps, at night, is a bliss.
Anyways,
Happy Birthday Minh, Thinking, Kai, Erika, HW! 16, 15; nice age! XD
Minh! Nice Dunk in the pond with lotsa fishes the other day on your birthday! You're always my best buddy in MalayDance, Class, Hostel.. Happy Birthday!
Thinking! My best Roommate! Thanks for everything, accompanying me in anything, and for being such a model roommate! Happy Birthday!
Kai! My Hubby(?) HAHA, XD Man, i really respect you for being serious in whatever you do. You're my best buddy in school too! XD Happy baking in Korea! And happy birthday!
Erika! haha, Lil'Stubborn Sista/Tablemate. XD You always make me happy when i'm down and yeah, really appreciate that! Happy Birthday!
HW! My favourite companion(?) to everywhere! looks like you're the youngest of all the Augustians. haha, Thanks for being always free to go wherever i want to go. XD and yeah, happy birthday!! :D
Coffee?
Nahh, i'm driving.
Am I in love?
Or are you?
...and that's when i love you,
no matter what.

~ { 8:17 PM }
reflections of Nabidas;


Saturday, July 28, 2007


Okay, i have exactly -30minutes to this. Cuz i think the CM will come and catch me. And probably send me to the GO.








I'm alone now. My family's gone. really really gone.




So many things happened. i don't know where to start.



Anyways, this was friday night. Side Freeze in the middle of the road.
Bboy Jordan, Bboy Matt, Bboy Jae. XD

Bboy Matt and me. Emo.


Anyways, i'm so tired nowadays. With a GPA of 3.3o, i'm heading nowhere man.
I'm feeling rather down. And i'm flying off to Beijing on Monday! Seeya 02!


~ { 11:19 PM }
reflections of Nabidas;


Thursday, July 12, 2007


Okay, i really don't wanna blog anything right now because there's no internet in my room and i'm in yixin's room... but oh wells. I'll try to keep things short.
Okay, so i've been such a bad boy to Mrs Tan for the past few days. haiya. She really wanted to kill me so many damn times. oh wells.
Recounting back...
Today! went for accounting today. It was rather a time for me to catch up with Meiyan, really. She didn't even know i'm living in hostel now.. So all i've learnt during the accounting course was that there is something called the assets, expenses and something equity.. and of course the cute little cash box Mr Tan was talking about. Then there was nature macro photog which was really fun and had interesting photos.. and then there was PAINTBALL! i really made WORK OF ART ON HW's LEFT ARM. Sorry Hsiang Wei! but you like the ring of blood right? XP Anyways, it was cool. Cuz i was never killed. And i wasted like 20 ammos on Abdullah cuz my gun had problem and it started to spray like machine gun at him. Then there was Liz who was hiding all the time.. And Choonfah who shot people like some robot without fear. And the ahem guy. He was freaking irritating lah. On the way back to school, he talk so much. i felt like.. "oh just shut the f*** up." And there was Ryan who was not bad overall.. then there were two seniors.. and the teacher! arghh. you shouldn't have read that shit on top. it's a waste of time. XP
Yesterday!
arghh. the worst day of my life. (you don't have to read this shit too, if you're busy) but at least i managed to make a decent Apple Pie with HW and abs. Then guess what. i went all the way back to my room to run the laundry before meeting up with Kai to go Erik's house. then packed everything but i FORGOT to leave it in the laundrette! DAMMIT! i'm so careless nowadays! arghh. Then went to Erika's house, which was really nice and stuff.. okay cut things short.
Tuesday. WAKEBOARDING!! haha, it was so damn cool. And Ben's "JUMP" was the highlight of the day! XP hahaha
Monday. Nothing much, except that i treated Transformers movie tickets to everyone who watched it except one person.
And stupid.. i still don't have internet.. arghh!!!
And a few words...
Abdullah! I'm not a noob anymore!
HsiangWei! nice Ring of Blood!
Cheryl! Don't cry!
Liz! Happy Belated Bdae!
You?
you took the friendship for granted.

~ { 10:56 PM }
reflections of Nabidas;


Thursday, July 5, 2007


Today. The most Exciting day this week. First of all, I met the Girl of my Dreams. haiya. She's really the most beautiful person i've seen in my whole life! i just wish i know her personally.. ): She used to be my Taekwondo Partner 6 years ago. But of course, at that time i was too young.. haiya. And today i saw her for the last time, i guess. i actually prayed to God a few days ago to let me see her again before i really leave Kent Vale. And guess what. Today i saw her. I only saw the back of her. i was cycling back home, and OMG. she was walking home from school. So i quickly cycled sideways to see her face.. then she turned and looked at me; and i turned my head away. I COULD'VE SEEN HER FACE FOR THE LAST TIME.. zzz. Oh man. At least i got to see her back.. XP
Anyways, today's really an adventure. AND CALL ME LIL'JAE THE MIGHTY PICKLOCKER. Because i managed to break the code of my room, in which Cris, Thinking and Hieu left it without telling me the code..zzz. I actually went back to my hostel room to get my bank card. And then the lock. I was like "Shit the door's locked." And damn, Cris and Hieu went for OBS, Thinking wasn't picking up his phone. SO...... i did my magic! haha, i remembered Rob-B-Hood. Must feel the lock. I pressed the lock down hard, and then tried turning the Numbers slowly until i felt IT. THE "wheeewwww" can be felt when you hit the correct number. AND THEN.. BINGO! haha, got it. Opened the door, calling myself i genius. XP
And then guess what. i was all the way down back to the bus stop when i realised i forgot to bring the card from the room. zzz. so had to go back all the way to my room! Anyways, so i got my money at the ATM, which i also overshot with the bus going 3 extra stops.. zzz. And then went to Queensway! haha, my favourite hangout with Hermann! XP But shopping alone, is of course, a little boring. yeah, and i bought Crocs slippers and Nike sandals, and a Elbow guard and a wrist band and gloves! XP all for my Bboying lah.
And then came back home, watched Bourne Supremacy and halfway watched Death-note. and then danced!
haha, and then i went to buy some ice-cream at the minimart, and then.. IT HAPPENED! the girl.. haiya. She's from RJC. Oh man. My heart's melting.. Came back home and immediately told Kai and Wilona about it. XP And Kai, it's NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT the girl in merv's dp.. Cannot compare lah.
Oh man. i really really really really really really really really really wish i know her nameeee.... haiya. i know this is crazy, but i'm really crazy. XP
Why do you have to leave?
I wish i know you.
You're one angel.

~ { 9:41 PM }
reflections of Nabidas;